fyeahroleplayingrabbit:

I knew this girl for about two years. And she starting to drift. I still want to do so much with her, all these plot lines. I try to talk to her but it’s driving me crazy.

Anything I say can set her off. And I won’t ever know it, unless I close the chat and check her blog and hunt for a tag-less vent post under a read-more. I know she’s depress but she refuses to be direct. She insists I will abandon her, and that I will get tired of her, when I’m not and I’m getting really upset. She prefers talking OOC with RP blogs and be open with them.

She opens a new RP blog, and I see this as my chance. I followed her with my own RP account and sent her an ask. So far she’s only responded to other people that’s followed her. 

I just want things to be the way they were, but it feels like she’s pushing me away. I’m tired of the read mores. I’m tired of sounding like a jealous brat. I tried giving her space but suddenly she says, under a indirect read more, that I was spending more time with other roleplayers than her. I confronted her on this and it seemed like things were getting better.

But it’s… really not.

I just feel… awful. 

Am I doing something wrong? I just want my friend back. 

Sometimes, people just get… tired of other people. Them’s the breaks.

How she’s manipulating you (depressed or not; the fact that you have to be wary of ‘setting her off’ in itself like that is concerning) despite evidently ignoring you here is INCREDIBLY RUDE, and while confronting her about it may be the best option, if that didn’t work, it’s time to move on. You don’t have to full out fly the coop- keep taking to her OOC if that works for you both, but honestly, you should talk to other people. Write with them. If she freaks out, that’s her problem- she had her chance, and she missed it.

You’re important too, OP. You don’t deserve to have to wait on her whims.